Re: Kiku Hage's room...Do...not...

[Ienzo]

Ienzos lips trembled slightly as kiku began to kiss him opening his mouth hesitantly before kissing kiku back a slight nervousness about him as the kiss gre wilder. His hands gripped at kikus undervest tightly trembling scared and excited all at the same time. He closed his eyes and tried to pull away from the kiss slightly his breathing ragged.

[Floppy]

Kiku let him part away from the kiss but kept on staying like a tower over Ienzo.

" -What's wrong?"

His dark shifted eyes checked Ienzo's features, waiting, calmly, it was more of the calm before the storm.

[Ienzo]

Ienzo's gaze shifted to looking at his own hands trembling as he loosened his grip on kikus undervest still shaken. The fear was written clearly on his face, it wasn't a fear of kiku but the fear in the changes in himself that he was scared of. He shook his head from side to side as if saying no and trying to clear his head all at once. He really was a frightened kitten wary and unsure of how far this was going to go not all of his fear from the last time had been erased though some had been eased.

" It's nothing. "

Ienzo said quietly before looking up at kiku trying to hide the slight fear he felt, the fear of letting himself go and loving someone entirely.

[Floppy]

Kiku leaned into Ienzo, whispering to his ear softly:

" -It is, after all. Is it painful?"

Ienzo knew very well what Kiku was asking to be painful. That state. That state of fighting back, of being afraid of owning and to be owned. Of letting yourself float. Fear of the terrible crush that will come.

He kissed lightly Ienzo's tip of ear, his chest now being sticked by Ienzo's.

[Ienzo]

Ienzo's entire body trembled as kikus chest pressed against his. His gaze was on kiku looking at him out of his parifial vision. It hurt him that was true it was painful not knowing yourself letting someone else own you because you never know what will happen.

" yes "

Ienzo said softly answering kikus question. It wasn't physical pain he felt but was more like an inner torment a heartache confusion all rolled into one.

[Floppy]

"- I know."

Kiku whispered kissing Ienzo's neck, then naked shoulder, gently, slowly to make it even more painful. His hand caressed Ienzo's waist up.

[Ienzo]

Ienzo's body still trembled as kiku kissed it tears welling up in Ienzo's eyes because it hurt he wanted to tell Kiku to stop and didn't want him to stop at the same time. Ienzo gripped the sheets and turned his face away from kiku as he felt kiku caress his waist.

" If you know why do you make it hurt more "

Ienzo said his voice now trembling as well, he wanted to give in but didn't want to lose himself. He didn't want to give into Kiku and let him have his way either, but he didn't have much strength to fight back either.

[Floppy]

Kiku stopped at Ienzo's question, resting his chin upon Ienzo's shoulder, embracing the boy like that:

"- Then...it will be a scar so deep you won't ever ever forget..."

His tone was terrifying in its sadness and emotion, too. He came back to face Ienzo and look at the teary eyes.

"- I hurt too..."

He claimed, glaring at Ienzo.

[Ienzo]

Tears began to fall from Ienzo's eyes at kikus claim that he was hurting too. They were silent tears. At least he wasn't the only one in pain. The thought that kiku could be lying didn't even cross Ienzo mind , he was already giving into kiku.

" so we are sharing our pain of owning and being owned "

Ienzo said his voice shaking a small laugh escaping him as he relized this terrifying fact. He reached his hand out and caressed kikus face lightly touching kiku of his own will for the first time his hand still trembled as he pulled kiku towards him placing a small kiss on his lips softly and sweetly unlike the wild kisses from before this one had more care and passion behind it a building passion.

[Floppy]

Kiku didn't oppose any resistance though he was stronger than Ienzo so the pull was slightly heavy. That only prolonged the temptation and suspense.
His lips, this time were following Ienzo's motions, giving into the boy's sweetness. He was kissing back hesitant but with thirst. A duel of restrain and sin to him. He leaned once more into the boy, deepening the kiss, his arms wrapping around Ienzo's middle.

[Ienzo]

Ienzo rested his arms over kikus shoulders as kiku wrapped his hands around his waist. Ienzo felt the kiss deepen still soft and passionate he could Taste kikus retraint and hesitant. They were oppsits in a way Ienzo being the softer and lighter of the two and kiku being he more harsh and tougher of the two. The kiss developed a balance as Ienzo let up a little letting kiku have some control it was a balence of sweetness and wildness. It hurt but it also felt good that words couldn't describe. He still feared what was going to happen but was more willing to accept it.

Ienzo pulled back from the kiss his breathing heavy a small blush on his face.

" why is love one of the most painful things in this world "

Ienzo asked more of a retorical question in which the answer varied.

[Floppy]

Kiku smiled empty after the kiss, frowning at Ienzo's question. He slipped away from Ienzo's arms and rested on the edge of the bed.

" - Love?"

Ah, here was where Kiku was getting scared. A mixture of sharpness, coldness and warmth in his chest that he couldn't describe and what he didn't know he hated. He passed his hand over face then sighed.


"- Love...."

It felt so bitter-sweet to say that word.

" - Because pain...is the only one that can make people learn and listen. "

[Ienzo]

Ienzo looked at kiku and crawled behind him sitting there next to him his gaze on the ground for some moments listening to kiku.

" it's the fear of loving some one That causes the pain because if you've never loved before it's makes you listen which is why you learn from pain correct ? "

Ienzo said before standing up from the bed though he didn't go anywhere.

[Floppy]

Kiku ,all this time looked in the ground, but as Ienzo talked those words, he rose his eyes to Ienzo's. He was looking like a lost man, not belonging, a stray hungry and cold cat, that you just wanted to embrace and keep away from sorrow. Truthfully, Kiku wasn't loving his parents, nor his partners, his friends that were just using him because he was cool and rich and ready to punches.

" - .....yeah...."

[Ienzo]

Ienzo stood directly infront of kiku looking down slightly at him tears in his own eyes they were both in the same boat of sorts. Ienzo's parents loved him but at school he had been hated two conflicting things fighting to where it blured the lines wondering if his parents now hated him since he was the cause of their death.

" I love you to the point to where it hurts, I'm scared of myself and fear of hurting you "

Ienzo said the tears falling from his eyes as he hugged kiku lightly his voice and body trembled he was scared of what might happen.

[Floppy]

Kiku stood still as Ienzo tugged at him, but then wrapped his arms around the boy, muttering:

" - You fool. There is no way you can hurt me. Trust me on this."

He hugged Ienzo tighter and let themselves fall upon the bed.

[Ienzo]

Ienzo toppled over ontop of kiku as the fell onto the bed a small laugh escaping him a small smile on his face.

" I won't hurt you , I don't want to. "

Ienzo said his face centimeters from kikus their noses touching softly. Ienzo still felt the pain but it was easing Now. He was still scared but he wasn't alone. He kissed kikus lips again softly before moving to rest his head on kikus chest.

[Floppy]

"- I've told you before..."

Kiku said with a sigh that stopped at Ienzo's kiss:

" - You cannot hurt me."

His hand went over Ienzo's head as the underclassmate placed his head on chest. Kiku sighed again, really, that Ienzo boy was like a....hm...tough to decide...a cat,too? No...definitely a kitten.

[Ienzo]

Ienzo didn't say anything else he just laid there with his head on kikus chest resting comfortably. He kissed kikus chest softly his arms around Kiku it was a small cute gesture. He did infact look like a kitten snuggled against his masters chest.

" you would be surprised at the many different ways one cam hurt "

Ienzo mumbled softly now dropping the topic he didnt want to move away from kiku. He was being warmed by kiku since his own chest was bear.

[Floppy]

Kiku tapped Ienzo's head and began to twirl his fingers through Ienzo's hair.

"- Oh really? Amaze me...."

He said sarcastically, pinching Ienzo's cheek.

[Ienzo]

Ienzo closed his eyes with a soft sigh senseing kikus sarcasm. His fingers drumed lightly on kikus chest as he thought of a way to explain.

" jealously is one it causes conflict. Lust Is another you may really like someone but they only lust after you and don't return the feelings. Envy you can envy someone so much that you destroy everything that they have and loose your self in it. "

Ienzo said saying the first that came to mind that he had seen happen to others, he usually watched from afar and avoided conflict.

[Floppy]

"- hmmmm? So you fear: jealousy, lust and envy?"

Kiku chuckled slightly, but kept Ienzo on him, caressing his hair:

" - We can control jealousy, i will respond as much as you want to your lust...i'm pretty healthy you know and envy? Oh, I won't people come in between us."

He chuckled and got up to place a quick kiss to Ienzo's lips.

"- Goodness what fears you have! Haha...."

[Ienzo]

Ienzo blushed when kiku kissed his lips, he listened to kiku carefully smiling softly glad that kiku wouldn't let Ienzo's fears come true. Ienzo stomach growled softly as he kissed kiku deeply.

" Breakfast ? "

Ienzo asked having lost track of time not knowing how long they had been sitting there talking.

[Floppy]

"- Oh!"

Kiku snapped back to reality.

"-I forgot about that...."

He stood up removing Ienzo from him and walking towards the small kitchen:

" - Fried eggs with toasted bread? Works? "

[Ienzo]

Ienzo chuckled softly as kiku snapped out of it them both guilty of being lost in their own little world. Ienzo stood up and followed kiku to the kitchen lingering in the doorway.

" that sounds good "

Ienzo said smiling his stomach rumbling In aggrememt. Ienzo walked over to where the plates were kept and pulled down two plates and two glasses setting them on the counter.

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